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Ben Topeng


AmieyBen

10.2.1993

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What I write are my heart's desire .
I may not have great words of wisdom ,
but I do seek one .



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Hatred

Oh life, you seek no more rare lifetime superior experience.
I am only experiencing dull and emptiness with you, oh dear life.
But now I'm setting my footpath ,
leaving her in despair, hoping it to turn to entity of golden sunshine.
Holding on to my diamond ring, are to truly fall in love
and living in my normal life again.

Oh life, you have pulled me away from a sorrow life ,
a misery dispair.
If you, oh life, are to let me just be,
I may have killed a life and shredding her heart to pieces.
I am truly grateful that I were to be with my diamond ring again
and leaving her to seek in her own journey without me.
Holding on to my words, your happiness were never with me,
neither weren't mine.

Oh life, to live a life are to live on a journey.
A person has to have a lifetime supply on their journey ,
a heart full of love to give and to obtain from the person thy love.
A person has to make up their mind to choose for a path ,
the person who they would love to and be with.
A person has to journey all the way through the path,
to hold on to their love
A person has to be ready for all of the obstacles along the path ,
missunderstands, jealousy, arguement, miscommunication, etc.
A person has to be ready to stand up and demand for destinations,
to propose the one thy love.

Oh life, I wish I could just tell her my feelings and reasons why am I full of hatred an cruelty
for all the actions that had been done to her by me ever since.
I kept on showing my shallowest attitude but she kept on coming closer.
Holding on to my thoughts, I hope there are actually golden shunshine shining in her heart,
opening her eyes of how inhuman I was , leaving me trails and dust and never to come back,
for she would just suffer on if it continues....

Remorse..





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