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Ben Topeng ![]() |
I'm a Man , trying to be , at least .
For a man , are those that stands their pride .
Hunger for the peak , lingers in hardness of a rock .
Most of them never stood still but runs throughout the world to be at top .
No one can be better than him . No one . At least until a time .
A man looses everything when he has a woman to take care of .
He has to keep her close in his heart , take care of her feelings and to never let go . Ever .
He may be the strongest person that have ever lived, be he can never hold on to two .
A woman he loves , or his ego and pride .
Here's a word or two for what a man feels of a woman that hurts him so much but yet never tend to be apart from her .
A man could dodge a boulder but couldn't run away from words .
A man could throw a punch but couldn't stay in her pain .
A man could kill an enemy but couldn't bear to see a tear drops die .
He would stay and get hit by a boulder or a train to protect the ones he love .
He would take in all the punches in her word so she soothe her pain in her heart .
He would even kill himself for guilt if he sees her crying for what he did .
A man never wanted anything in repay for love .
But a beast does .
A man protects her for everything he has .
But a man looses for a cry .
What we see wrong , we can never hold her back if she'd wanted that .
She will always try to forget what are our likes and dislikes .
Weather on purpose , or not .
Women often says that they always suffer more pain than men .
But they have to see it on other perspectives .
Men rules , conquer , fights , and win .
But when it comes to the person he loves most , he cries .
But men never cares who sees them cry and who mocks them for that .
Men are not like women , crying to relief pain .
But men cries to show
how much he regrets ,
how much he wanted the person he loves sees his sincerity towards his love for her ,
and how much he would lost to earn the heart of his love ones .
Men may have ego and pride ,
they even can throw them away .
Men looses their manliness when those are gone but re-obtaining their manliness ,
by holding on to her and her heart .
"The Japanese kills themselves if they were a shame to his/her family
or if they failed to complete an important task .
A men kills themselves by throwing away their pride and ego. But a man
gains eternal life if it's for his love"
No matter how much a man falls , he believes that the person he loves will hold him back up again .
Even if she is the reason that he's down under .
A man never cares if he were to feel like being a puppet used to carve out what she feels in pain
and to throw him when he's unneeded ,
he knows that she will feel better after carving out the pain on him and he knows that she will come back to him at a time of need .
A man may make mistakes and most women doesn't know this fact :
a man falls down the hardest for his own mistakes that made her sad .
because of a man's mistake , his strength were never to be seen ever again although it is lit .
A man would give a second chance at ALL time for any mistake that the love ones has made .
But seldom he were forgiven and given mistakes .
That is his greatest fear and weakness .
He would rather die than be seen for his mistakes during all time .
A man may try to change ,
although she would still see her past and see what he will do as what he have done before .
The mistakes , that is .
All a man wanted was forgiveness , and a chance to let him change for the good .
Not to be condemned .
No man wants to see people mocking them for failing .
No man wants to see others laughing at them for humiliating themselves .
No man wants to be a clown in the eyes of the world .
No man wants to see other people blaming at him for the rest of his life just because of one mistake .
No man , no , but maybe for a price .
When all of that happens in the eyes of a lot of people , he wants her to see that
he's going through all that for her ,
to be with her ,
to hold on to her ,
to be her's ,
and to stay in her heart .
A woman may torture and leave a mark on a man's mistake ,
but a man can go on through that condition regarding his feelings .
Remember , a man have feelings harder than a women :)
The stronger they are , the harder they will fall apart .
People make mistakes , not just men .
Don't look into the men's mistakes so deep
without realising the mistakes women made too
and for those that were forgiven by men :)
Men also deserves to be given a second chance and put his past behind ,
not to be put as a mask throughout his life all the time .
A man fights in a war of his own feelings ,
a woman always fights for her own feelings
and may not see the men's :)
Change .
Change , for the best
and if you love her so much
that she deserves the goodness in you :)
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